Been awhile since I was on here. Been too busy living out to share. Life is life. Everyday is changing. I’m pretty sure 2012 is real. Things aren’t what they seem but i’m ready for it.
Im tired of feeling this way.
I’m bored. My happiness is changing. But, I’m just really frustrated with the way people have been treating me of late. I try my best to be the nicest that I can be but everyone has their own breaking point. I just wanna be happy again. I don’t want dumb shit to piss me off like it has been. I want a girlfriend. I’m not gonna drop everything and go searching for one tho. I am not desperate. I miss my old friends. I miss my family. Maybe one day everything will be how I want it to be or maybe things will never go back. Who knows.
You ever feel like everyone is depending on you and all you do is repeatedly fail? Ever feel like people only wanna be your friend because of the things you work your ass off to get and build? Ever feel like you invest your happiness in someone else and then once their happy your laying flat on your face? How about being constantly being under pressure to get better and better at whatever your doing? But, the feelling that you’ll never be good enough never leaves.
I’m new to this shit..Just trying to find somewhere where I can be myself and not receive any judgement or punishment for just being me.